Just Simply

 HAIIS. I can’t count how many times I keep sighing today. I have been down recently but no one cares. Cos I don’t have anyone, even my husband doesn’t wanto talk about sad things with me. So if I am down, who do I talk to? As he said, I only have 4 friends. To be honest, P, S and W, I don’t talk in depth stuffs with them. P and S, I never did I guess, it was always drinks. But then recently I feel that they are nice people but we do not know each other very well. W, well, married with a kid, obviously no time for me but I also don’t talk too in-depth stuffs with him.  I guess who else to blame. Myself, who else. I can’t talk (unless I am drinking and then I tend to forget things). I want to make friends, I want to talk but I can’t. I’m afraid that people will think that I’m too boring which I think I am. Most conversations I do not participate is because I do not know what to comment on. Basically I don’t know any news, or what is going on with the world or I know too little to commen