wad i dislike about myself.
is getting too deep or involved into sth.
which is quite silly.

like even waiting for an sms.
i would really wait.
so pls do not keep me waiting.

stimes i just wanto let go.
and even though i noe tt is not right.
but i still keep on continuing to grab hold of it.
this shows how serious i am towards matters.

i reali dislike the way of me behaving this way.
i reali wanto forget about everything.
i reali wanto just be open about it.
and let it be no strings attached.
but i just cant.
though how badly i want to.

i feel so silly having to wait.
i feel so stupid.

LA LA.
a sibeh random post.
LA LA.

i wish all the people having term tests good luck.
esp to wee wee, i be watching over you.
LOLS.

3 more days.
till 1 more year older.
i dun wan to be older can.
i wanto stay 18 always can.
>.<
ARGHHHHHHH!

actualy is nth special.