today was another LSE day. i was so sad on the way home. i cld just cry. all the same thoughts come back. i just cant help myself in tinking too much. i just cant. sobs sobs sobs.
i dun feel like going out, school, work. i dun wanto face all the pple. i dunoe wad to do.
i only feel better when my face is covered with white mask. so tt i can just escape from the truth tt i have a hideous complexion. i only feel better when i am at home. so tt nobody can see me other den my family. stimes i just feel like dieing off, and to erase myself from such a ugly life. simply ugly. a disgrace to myself. an embarrassment to myself.
emo. damn freakin emo.
HEYS, dun look at me!
i dun feel like going out, school, work. i dun wanto face all the pple. i dunoe wad to do.
i only feel better when my face is covered with white mask. so tt i can just escape from the truth tt i have a hideous complexion. i only feel better when i am at home. so tt nobody can see me other den my family. stimes i just feel like dieing off, and to erase myself from such a ugly life. simply ugly. a disgrace to myself. an embarrassment to myself.
emo. damn freakin emo.
HEYS, dun look at me!
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