Sometimes i find her very gentle, sometimes i find her very fucker. Sometimes i feel that she is using me.

We didnt fuck nor kiss since then.i miss her. Even when she stayed over for a night, there is nth. I wish that we spend time one on one. I can do anything, buy anything for her. So as long as i dont feel used.

I want her for christmas. Can i? please? santa claus?

I love her so much.