wednesday.

HCI presentation sucks.
the teacher was like so stoned.
ii dunoe. tink we are not on the right track.
and in the end, we have to do our peer assessement. and the teacher said that some girls cried and hope the girls in our class dun cry.
WTH.

HCI down.
left WAD and TAIN.

suddenly ii realised (again)
that she doesnt treat us as her real good friends.
though we may seem to be that way. or is just me.
ii guess. maybe is the way ii see things.
but ii have this feeling of being spare tyres.
0r just a fucking back up plan.

friends will not stick with you.
till you die. till you rot.
friends from secondary school gone.
poly friends replace them.
poly friends gone.
working colleagues replace them.
it is like a cycle.

and tt's how it fucking work.

and ii dun wanto be stress out.
tt what ii tell myself.
but ii cant help it.
cant find the one who can help me destress.
unless knock myself out.
ii have been tinking.
and tinking and tinking.
it just doesnt work.


ii wan a quiet and peaceful life.
ii hate the noises.
ii hate the glares.
ii hate the 'ii tink you are talking bad about me'.
ii hate everything.

ii am just writing down whatever comes into my mind.
and it doesnt make sense.



maybe.



ii have depression.
ii am crazy.
people should get crazy once in awhile.
so let this be a post of crap.