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My dear GF,

I just wanto tell you that I love you and will cherish you. I want you to be my life long partner. You said you would prefer me to say it out then in text. But you are sleeping already.

Hope you have a sweet dream and I love you. Good night my love.

Your GF

Haiis. I miss her so much now. She is sleeping soundly now. I should have woke her up when I went for work but on second thoughts i know that she is tired. I don't want her to be tired. I want her to get more sleep. We sort of had a cold war cos of this. She didn't wanto come down. I don't know why but I just tell myself that cos she is tired. Anyway she comes down then she goes back home. She ain't staying with me till morning anyway. I miss the past that she would just sleep in the manager room, I can see her sleep. Her lips that I always earn to kiss. Her hair that I always wanto smell. Her smell, I miss it. I miss everything about her. May seem to be a habit to see her but I love her too much, simply too much.

Haiis.

I miss her.

Ytd was valentine day. GF booked a chalet as a surprise for me. We went to eat at changi but sadly no hums. After that she said to go EHUB and walked around. Haha, there was sth underneath the bike seat, she also stupid to tell me that she didn't want me to open her bike seat. It was then that I know there was sth.

She booked a chalet at coasta. 89dollars is cheap! Shall have more in the future. Before I stepped in, GF said to wait outside first. I heard lighter sound, I tot she bought cake and candles. But come to think of it, cannot be lei. Too much lighter sound and GF don't eat cake too. Then she knocked on the door, signalling me to go in. She bought candles and line them up into I LOVE U and P LOVE J. So sweet of her. This is my GF. See how good she treats me. No matter how much kisses or hugs will never be enough. Chalet, IPAD, IPHONE, she really does wants to give me the best. But all this is only material. I want you. You made me change my uniform. You made me to save money. You made me happy, just by being there. You made me NOT so lazy in doing things. You motivate me.

I love you, Chua Hui May. Don't ever leave me. I may not give you surprise but I will be there for you every time and always. I want you for the rest of my life. I wanto grow up with you. I wanto go travelling with you. I wanto stay with you in a same flat. I wanto do everything with you. I want your love to belong to me.

I feel very fucking lucky to have you love me, are you feeling the same too?

3 days has gone. Happy times always pass so fast. The first day was Rachel's birthday. At first it was kinda bored. I was bringing the IPad around to play game and watch movies.

MY GF BOUGHT ME AN IPAD as valentine day, anniversaries, birthday, whatever occasion there is for this year gift. Even though when I said I want to fuck her upside down but you know I don't. I can't bear to. Anyway I love it and it's yours too. We can bring it anywhere and just slack. Thanks dear for the gift. But no more next time please.

Rachel's birthday, basically is waiting for the drinking session to start. As usual, I'm quietly sitting there and drink. And later, I was talking so loud with this friend of GF. Hahahahahaha. It has been so long since I drank till like this. Puke puke and puke. The next morning, my head was fucking heavy and GF kept teasing me "Drink, I can still drink some more". The hangover was big time. I can smell the liquor everywhere.

We headed to GF's sister house to stay over. Their house is very nice! Simple and nice. It would be nice if me and GF can have a house like this. We will have to wait! I hope time pass faster so that me and GF can stay together. Me, her sis, Rachel and her bro-in-law played mahjong. I kinda get it already and won 10bucks. Not too bad. I scared mahjong maybe a new hobby. Hahahahahah. GF fell asleep so her sis asked her to sleep with zeroy while we were playing. Abit sad cos GF wasn't there to accompany me but later she woke up as she was feeling hungry. Hahahah. The rest went to bed and we cooked noodles while watching movie.

I miss sleeping with her. Hugging her and smelling her. How I wish everyday I can do the same thing. The way she sleeps, is so innocent. I like to hear her talk when she is half asleep, such a kid. I wish that i can not be so afraid of her mom so I can sleep over more often. And I wish that my parents are like her parents open minded so that she can come over my place to stay over. Now what I'm waiting for is April. Her birthday, a week together, just the two of us.

I love you a lot, too much. I don't need anything else but you. I will cherish you with all my heart and soul. I will do whatever it takes to keep you forever by my side with me. Muacks.

Today whole day nv see GF at all. I miss her so much. Cant find her too. I tot somebody can drop by before work but dont have. Nvm lo. Lan lan lo. One day nv see her wont die. Tml also canot see her, nvm lo, wont die also. Wait till thurs night then can see her. Nvm lo, wont die. She also like nv miss me so much. Lan lan lo.

The thing i stick liao, puts lot of tape, should be can stick liao. Tml morning shall see again, if nv stick, i shall put even more tape!

GF came down and find me for dinner. We ta-baoed to my block there and eat. She ate abit only then said full liao. So wasted. Then we slacked till she went to work. There was a moment of slience, like we got nth to talk about, which makes me think if rachel was there, it would be different. There was a moment of using the phones, when she stopped using then i stopped using. It was till i decided to do origami then we talked. Its like so weird.

My dear GF, m i really that boring to you? Haiis. Would you find me bored one day and get rid of me?

Finally im done with what i need to do, now is for the wrapping part, i hope they stick together when i see them in the afternoon when i wake up.

GF

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