today i was told a secret.
a secret which may just haunt me for my next few
days, weeks, years.
she said 5 years, she will see how.
i guess she has explode today.
with all her unhappiness in her gushed out.

i cried.
not cos of my r/s with him.
but cos.
of you and him.

i cant stand his stubborness.
nor can he stand my heck careness.
but who cares.
we have nth in common to talk about.
so let it be.

i just wanto forget what you have told me.
bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity.
true.



i have the urge to play maple!
but i cant play.