stimes i wonder.
wad so fun about clubbing.
all you do is drink and dance.

maybe i not fun.
maybe i not socialisable.
maybe i not pretty.
maybe i just darn boring.

dinner and dance totally suck.
i went with them.
and p was chatting with someone.
and mg was chatting with a guy working there.
so i was kinda left alone.

at that moment,
i feel so outcasted.
i didnt noe wad to do.
i was like some idiot who doesnt noe how to socialise.
all i could do was to stare around.
trying to look for e and w.

hold on,
wad do i do when i reali found them.
all i could do was to chat with them.
then. as if there will be sth to chat for like a long period of time.
and i didnt wanto be a wet blanket.
i just cldnt blend into the place.
so i just left.

and always, the person who will definitely have the time for me.
my dearest boyfriend.
is just so lucky tt he finished his project,
and he was able to meet me for dinner.
and even if he say if he nv finish his project, he wont meet me.
but i have a feeling he will still meet me, no matter wad.
and is oso just so lucky tt there was a straight bus to his nearby hawker center.
it was like sooo lucky.
and i am very lucky to have you.