Okays, i on and off this blog at times. I am hopong that she comes to read at times. But i dont think so. I dont understand why does she use me? When my parents were out for holidays. Everything was fine. And then U TREATED ME COLD AGAIN. U SAID U WILL NOT TREAT ME COLD AGAIN. U SAID U KNOW THAT U TREAT ME COLD. U WANT A IMAC I BUY. U WANT PAUL FRANK WATCH I BUY. U WANT LAVA LAMP I BUY. I TREAT U GOOD. U TREAT ME SHIT. I DONT UNDERSTAND. U ARE REALLY USING ME? EVERYTHING I PAID FOR. I GET NTH. AGAIN. LIKE LAST TIME. U HURT ME ONCE STILL NOT ENOUGH. U NEED TO HURT ME TWICE. BLOODY TWICE. IM HURTING AND YET U ARE HAPPILY ENJOYING LIFE. U GET WHAT U WANT. U CHEEBYE. U AND RACHEL. BOTH FUCKERS.

HOW CAN U TREAT ME LIKE THIS.

WHY DO U TREAT ME LIKE THIS.

I WISH U DIE.

U RUIN MY LIFE.

EITHER U DIE

OR I DIE.

I WISH U ARE READING MY BLOG.

I HATE U FOR LETTING ME LOVE U.

BITCH