Somehow, today was kinda emo. 

It was the last day of my leave. Tml is back to work.

And, I will have to wait till next week then I would be able to meet up with Bf.

I feel sad. And when the thoughts of Bf going to NS during October.

It makes me even more sad.

I didnt know that it was so scary, but as the time approaches.

It is getting scarier.

I am very dependent on Bf.

And life without him, would definitely be a torture.

I miss him so much now.