Sometimes i really dont know what do i want. A simple job? A satisfied paycheck? A happy me? Being with her? Seeing her fall sick really pains me. She must be very tired with her job. I wanto care for her. Must let her rest more. Must her spend time with her family and loved ones. Must not annoy her. Give her what she wants.

If i could pass this test on thurs, i may consider in staying in the job. I really need to be more determined and try harder.

If only money can just drop frm the sky.

Hope gf gets well tml. Sleep tight, my love and good night.