sudenly,
i just dun feel like playing audition or cabal.
and just log in to msn.
i wanted to find dar to talk on msn.
but he doesnt wanto.
my poor boy, he is sick since friday night i tink.
he has been slping for like long long periods.
and i haven met up with him.
i just have the urge to hug him.
den i realize i miss him badly.
real bad. T.T
i hope he will be alright soon.

and another suddeness of me,
i am afraid to go to work.
i dunoe why but there is this huge stone in me.
i am scared.
like how i used to be scared.
during the 1st day of skool.
i just wish tt i can no need go to work.
it aint possible.

now all i wan is to be by dar's side.
hugging him to slp.
preparing food for him when he wakes up.
i miss you.