I find that she will text me dear, when she has sth from me. Or is it i thinktoo much, but i think so. She must be enjoying herself in bangkok now. But the person that she will miss, is zoey, not mr.

I know its stupid to lend her money cos you will nv know when she rrturn. Its even more stupid to think that by lending her money, she msy fall back for me. I wont even think of her returning me back. She said she dont know when will return but i guess not.

Just fuck la, credit card just swiped la. Who knows i die tml. I hate this world, seriously hate. I got nobody but myself. Im not happy. It sucks. If only i have her. If only.

But DREAM ON LA.