Dear god,

As i say i only believe in you whenever i got a very bad stomachache. But i now i wanto believe in you. I just need her in my life. I love her. And so as long as she loves me. I will accept. Take my life away, just dont let her leave me. I beg you. Im willing to sacrifice everything, anything. Just keep her with me till i leave, pls. I wil give anything that she wants, so as long she is happy and loving me. I swear. I fucking swear. I just wish she is by my side. Please, god. Please, dont take her away from me. Please. Im wiling to change cos i cant live without her. I know its stupid bt pls. I beg you, please? Please? Please?