Back ache like fuck. Neck ache like fuck. Seriously dont feel like working. I feel like going for a massage. Today is seriously feel like going for a massage.
No mood to do anything. Faster book my trip. Got to ask lardling whether he confirm or not. Wanto go relax. Wanto not think about anything.
But her text kept appearing in my mind till i had memorized it already. Haiis. I really wish to say yes lets go back to be friends. But i want it to be good friends, go drinking, hang out at her place, slack, like how she and rachel is. But im afraid what if she suddenly just stop like how she stopped when we became friends back. 1 week her attitude changed. Then it will affect me again. And then its de javu all over again for me.
Im afraid.
No mood to do anything. Faster book my trip. Got to ask lardling whether he confirm or not. Wanto go relax. Wanto not think about anything.
But her text kept appearing in my mind till i had memorized it already. Haiis. I really wish to say yes lets go back to be friends. But i want it to be good friends, go drinking, hang out at her place, slack, like how she and rachel is. But im afraid what if she suddenly just stop like how she stopped when we became friends back. 1 week her attitude changed. Then it will affect me again. And then its de javu all over again for me.
Im afraid.
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