01.10.05

I FEEL SO CRAZY . I FEEL LYK KILLIN MYSELF . I FEEL LYK I HAF DISAPOINTED MYSELF . I CANT HELP IT . MY HEART HURTS . WHY ISH MY LIFE LYK THIS . WHY DO I HAF TO SMILE EVEN WHEN I REALI SAD . WHY ISH MY FATE LYK THIS . WHY CANT I BE HAPPI . WHY CANT I LET GO . WHY M I SO LONELY . WHY FREAKIN GOD . WHY I EXIST . WHY U MAKIN ME FEEL SO SAD SO HURT SO ANGRY SO PISSED OFF . WHY . I HATE U . N I HATE EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH . Y DO I FEEL THIS WAY . CAN U FREAKIN HELL TEL ME WHY . WHY U MAKE PPLE SUFFER . WHY U CAUSE DISASTER N YET PPLE STILL WORSHIP U . BUT U NT HELPIN . U BLOODY ASSHOLE . CALL YOURSELF A GOD . WHERE ARE U WHEN I NEED U . WHY M I CRYIN NOW . I DUNO WAD I TINKIN . I DUNO WAD MY POINT IN LIFE . WHY CANT I SHOW EVERYBODY WAD I M FEELIN . WHY M I SO HIDEOUS . WHY ARE THERE SO MANY WHY . I FEEL SO TORTURED . I FEEL LYK I HAVE BEEN PLAYED . I FEEL EMPTY . WHY DO I HATE SKOOL . WHY M I AFRAID 2 GO 2 SKOOL . WHY M I AFRAID 2 GO 2 WORK . WHY M I AFRAID 2 TAKE IN COMMENTS OF WAD PPLE SAY BOUT ME . WHY EVERYBODY KEEP COMMENTIN BOUT ME . I M HU I M . I CANT HELP IT IF I M LYK THIS . I FEEL LYK SCREAMIN 2 EVERYONE N TELL THEM 2 FUCK OFF . IF U DUN LYK TINGS BOUT ME JUS KILL ME . MURDER ME . ERASE ME FRM THIS LIFE . I WILL THANK U 4 LETTIN ME BEGIN MY LIFE AGAIN . BT I KNOW I CANT . WHY .WHY ISH THERE ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!