damn it.

felt really really bad today.
just all of the sudden.

stimes ii wanto have a very close ger frien.
to whom ii can actually tok to, about anything.
be ut sex, boys, girls, etc. just anything.
like how it used to be in secondary skool.
but now is like, may seem gd on the outer.
but aint tt gd cos we dun talk to each other pouring our problems.
no. it aint like this.

thou ii do have very close boy frien.
but they are different. totally different.
they dun tink like girls. at all.
no.

aniwae today went for the stupid course with justin and kok sing.
we were damn noisy.
realli, the teacher keep on saying "pls pay attention" or "pls put your heart into it"
dots. we were very lame esp kok sing. SUPER LAME.
breakfast, lunch and dinner all outside.
MCDONALD SHLD PAY FOR OUR EXPENSES TODAY!

=.=

how ii wish dear live nearby.
then ii can meet him anitime.
and can even go look for him after work and take the same bus back home.
but too bad.
so sads.

ii left 3 dollar with me.
even more sads.