Sian. Today no dinner again. Dont know where mother is going. Sibeh last minute sia. Nabeh. Today dont feel like going to work. Purposely late again. Pimples pop out more than usual. Think menses coming ba. Sian. Come before last week of sept okays. Sian. Haiis. 

Dinner dinner. How. Sian. Dont know wanto ask her not. I think maybe not ba. She very busy. Dinner dinner dinner. Tml bringing bread for lunch and bread for dinner too. Haiis. ARGH. Sian.