Im sorry. Im very sorry. I know im being immature. Im sorry for everything. I will not do it again. I will not want pple"s attention again. I will just stay home and rot. Im sorry for being who i am. Im sorry for being this way. Im just so sorry for everything. 

I will just keep everything to myself and rant in this blog. I do not need anyone. So as long as im alive, i will just do with it.

I will just live in the my own world, my own memories. I think she is asleep, i feel like calling her and just hear her voice, and just to feel her presence. 

And she called! So happy. 

But my stomach not feeling good, think cos i drank with an empty stomach. Haiis.